When things seem to be going in the wrong direction and you feel like you aren't good enough... not worthy of anything, I hope the metaphor in this short video animation (The Gift) wakes you up.
This reminds me of Stephen Hawking's quote 'While there's life, there's hope. Added on to this is Albert Einstein's "Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited, whereas imagination embraces the entire world, stimulating progress, giving birth to evolution."
You have life and you have imagination. Enjoy this video.